I broke my rule last night. I think I said too much.
I must have taken a special medication that made me talk until the sun came up.
I broke my promise last night. I think I spoke too soon.
I must have taken a certain contradiction and laid it out on the floor in my room.
And I said go ahead, call me on it all.
But i am just following the red bouncing ball.
And I’m doing whatever they say to me
Without much dignity.
I broke some plates last night. I think I screamed too loud.
I must have dished out a bad combination of everything I know I’m about.
I broke my rule last night. I think I said too much.
I must have taken a special medication that made me talk until the sun came up.
from
the restless dreams of youth,
released February 26, 2021
Album credits
the restless dreams of youth
by Tamar Berk
Tamar Berk - vocals, guitars, piano, wurlitzer, harpsichord, synth, organ, bass
Matt Walker - drums
Chris Davis - lead guitar (skipping the cracks, socrates & me, better off meditating, heavy & abusive, red ball, In the wild)
Matt Thomson - bass (skipping the cracks, outdated)
Tuesday Denekas - guitars (heavy & abusive)
Recorded by Tamar Berk and Matt Thomson (Ivy League Recordings)
Produced by Tamar Berk, Matt Thomson
Mixed by Sean O'Keefe
Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering